There's this void I cannot fill. I don't have anyone because I won't let anyone have me. I don't get why I push people away... well not away just at this certain distance. And I guess I do know why, I guess, but this shouldn't be effecting me still and it's just making me more depressed. I miss what I miss and I can't get over it. The end.
I just want to go out and shoot photography. I want dusk and I want traffic lights. I was light streams and the haze in the light when it's setting. I want to up and go. I want to go with a boy. I want to get up the guts and stop pushing away people so I can do this. F.
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